Life is weird

So for the past few weeks, actually ever since I have been settled with my boyfriend I have been really happy. I'm not trying to be cheesy or anything but everything seemed to have fallen into place. See, seemed is the key word. It didn't exactly. Me & him are good, a healthy couple who bickers and all but the feelings are there and its fine. The thing that isn't fine though is the stuff around me. It's so strange. Just when I think life is good, something needs to mess it up. Of course it isn't dance, because I love dance but it's been friendship stuff. I love my friends a lot & I'm always trying to be the best of a friend as I can but apparently it's not good enough : / I just thought my mind would be a little clearer if I wrote it all out. I feel so empty yet filled. I also feel like everyone hates me or just feels some form of unpleasant feelings toward me but I don't exactly know why. I guess its life, right? Confusing, weird, a game, and it just will never be figured out.

On a happier note, I always have dance! The one thing to constantly make me happy. I know it's true love because every single time I think about it, I cry <3>DANCE FOR LIFEEEEE, JOY, HAPPINESS, HEALTH, PASSION & LOVE :D

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Okay so im just writing to say that rap/hiphop is tupac & biggie smalls, none of that drake crap
that is the real deal stuff, everything else is wack.
just because im white doesn't mean I don't know, I have an older brother I grew up listening to this stuff - love it forever.

SUPER far behind!

Oh hey, its like a week later and I am actually writing again! School has been taking over my life! AH omg, if you were in my APUSH class you would so realize why I haven't written. So I am on like homework OVERLOAD and the textbook , I would love to burn. It is terrible, the worst book ever. I really enjoy American History and reading but this textbook really makes it all a lot worse. Right now I am just trying my best.

Besides school I am watching Law & Order Criminal Intent SVU at the moment. I must say it definitely is one of the best shows on T.V. Really though its so good. It also teaches me a lot about rights,court,law,etc. SUPER GOOD

Lately, I've been really happy. I mean I always am but since the end of summer I have been super happy and it has been remaining this way. I am really glad too. One thing though, sometimes I get really lonely. I have friends and stuff but idk I just wish there was someone always with me that I know will be there and stuff. A bit mushy I know, but just saying

Oh! Tomorrow after school I go to Martha Graham <3 WONDERFUL ! It HURTS MY BACK SO BADLY, but I enjoy the dancing part. I have my chiropractor after it so its all good!

If you are wondering why I have a chiropractor its because I have lower back problems and my hips are very tight. Also lately my knees have been KILLING me. They are snapping and I know its not normal of course but I am just trying to ice it for now. When it gets worse I will go to the Orthopedic.


Well I have to go shave my legs now, haha<3
Night ! Love you all ( :

My second day...

Well, I am STILL in this terrible math class! I was able to set up the do now but then it got confusing. Whatever, hopefully I am out of it soon. APUSH is a fun class, I really enjoy it. We have a socratic seminar tomorrow. Today Mr. Iacono said "Studying for the English Regents exam will not be fun or sexy". Of course I was dying laughing. It was really funny the entire class was laughing at him too. Hm... well I have a quiz in chemistry tomorrow that should be pretty easy (atleast I hope). I also have my first period APUSH tomorrow, YAY. Thats not even sarcastic I am excited. Everything else went pretty well. I had homework and such and did my binder just a few minutes ago. Hopefully the rest of the year will be as successful as today.

First day of school

Today was my first, amazing day of school. I got all the teachers I love and the best classes. I really like Mr. Iacono he is super interesting. I wasn't too sure I would like him at first because of what other people said. I just need to get out of math class, Ms. Turman is trying to change it but who knows when that will actually be done because I couldn't find Ms. Clark. Elizabeth and I have the same schedule which is really awesome. I love her and all my classes. Mr. Brogan is really nice and cool. Elizabeth and I had a really long convo. with Mr. Braff and hes so awesome. I really like him a lot and I'm excited for his class. Ms. Clark is cool and I am hoping to take the SAT 2 Chemistry so with Advanced Chemistry I will be prepared for it. That class is going to be the best and it is my favorite so far.

SLOWLY DYING

Today has been the death of me. I have overstudied for APUSH and I decided hmm... lets clean out my draws. Who knew this would take over 2 hours and I am still not done! I am FLIPPING out and cannot even deal with the mess. This is like a T.V. show. Oh and plus this is the 3rd day im sitting in my house. Can't you tell I'm going just a bit crazy!?

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