So for the past few weeks, actually ever since I have been settled with my boyfriend I have been really happy. I'm not trying to be cheesy or anything but everything seemed to have fallen into place. See, seemed is the key word. It didn't exactly. Me & him are good, a healthy couple who bickers and all but the feelings are there and its fine. The thing that isn't fine though is the stuff around me. It's so strange. Just when I think life is good, something needs to mess it up. Of course it isn't dance, because I love dance but it's been friendship stuff. I love my friends a lot & I'm always trying to be the best of a friend as I can but apparently it's not good enough : / I just thought my mind would be a little clearer if I wrote it all out. I feel so empty yet filled. I also feel like everyone hates me or just feels some form of unpleasant feelings toward me but I don't exactly know why. I guess its life, right? Confusing, weird, a game, and it just will never be figured out.
On a happier note, I always have dance! The one thing to constantly make me happy. I know it's true love because every single time I think about it, I cry <3>DANCE FOR LIFEEEEE, JOY, HAPPINESS, HEALTH, PASSION & LOVE :D
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